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2010-08-25T04:38:00.000-07:00

Life is so unpredictable.so complicated. so deadly.
I'm afraid of making choices... bcos i'm unsure of what the future holds.
Everyone have dreams and goals... what is mine?

Dear god...
Please make my grandma healthy again... end the pain/suffering.
Seeing her like that just makes me feel worse...

Without wax,
wenz

2010-07-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

Flowers growning from my bed ^^

I've totally forgotten bt my blog... although i have a habit of writing on my diary when i wanna rant abt something.

Anyways... I'm 23 ~~~

WoooHooo... so old le!

ok... my life is still as boring. still working shift... chiong-ing OT for more $$ so i could spend it and save some ^0^

This yr is probably the last yr i can fool ard... cos next yr, i wanna b more in charge of life...

As in start studying ! which means lesser time for friends and family..

Sooo... i guess thats all for updates!

EUROPE TRIP soon!!!! AHHHH i cant WAITTT~~!! hee

Shrek4ever with Ganzy,Joycess n Kat!

2008-10-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

Everyday there's countless beautiful things happening around each and every one of us

do you realise them?

or have u forgotten to stop and look?

Take a break... see,smell,feel,listen and sense

mother nature. love. peace.

Wooo~~~ wenz is floating by again~~~
I got this sudden thought to check out kat's and mao's blog HAHA~~
then realised they actually DID update a little about their lifes~ LOL
And i was thinking~~ OHMY~ i did not blog since duno when~ heeeee~~
OK.. so must write something rite... to brush away some of the dust in my blog.

Work wise: OK lah... nth much except that i got my 6 mths confirmation and a 3 rating for performance.
it's like expected to got 3 since i'm new.. and only 20% gets 1 and the rest goes to either 2 or 3.
But i hope i can upgrade to a 2 next year ^o^ Obviously~~ better the rating means MORE PFRM BONUS~ kuakua
Next wk i'm going to be out of shift... going to the training department for a Review.. zzz.. back to Jurong Island.
Actually, there is lots of politics here too... but somehow i'm kind of able to get away with them.

WORKING is never something i will fall in love with, all i can do is stay POSITIVE and HAPPY! riiigghtt?

VACATION~~~~~ i'm flying off to Vietnam for a holiday soon~! (25OCT) with my "classmates" (in work).
most friends will say "HUH? go vietnam arh? for wad?" mmm... weelll... i'm not sure too.. i jus wanna tag along WAHAHAHA
the thought of Travelling jus blew me off~ its well deserved as i've worked hard for 1/2 a year~
Jus checked the weather forecast for Ho chi Minh... RAINING! *Dang!

Besides working, i've been planning to revamp my little room too~! so OCT is really a busy month for me! hehheh.
I wanna make a cosy-er room... there's still lots to plan.. cos there's too many things i wanna change!
OK will blog again soon.. need to put up some pics.

P.S YAY~! SHOPPING~! i love shopping! lalalaaa~!

God Bless!

2008-07-08T11:40:00.000-07:00

its been so so long since i blogged...
lol.
well... its been like 3 months and counting since i join exxonmobil. initially was the classroom training and all... so these group of 10 came from all backgrounds was squeezed together, force to go through boring lessons in a super cold room. Little did we know…under these conditions, we bonded closely and quickly became buddies~ Im really glad to know these bunch of mates, they are like little gems found under layers of soil, each have a unique character. They taught me many things in life… and I truly wanna hold on to these friends for life.
I meet quite a few problems like stress and stuff… but its all pass now. I’m beginning to accept this job and like the people ard more and more. LoL.
I wanna thank god for all that happen… the good and the bad… cos I know through those… I grow stronger ^_________^
OK.. that’s abt it for me.
I hope that my friends will also see their fortunes & misfortunes as a learning phase / test on them~
Dare to Dream , Dream big~
could upload the SG flyer's photo... nxt t ime ba~ ><

2008-04-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

WooHoo~ I'm back~! ^O^.v.
I've started working ... perhaps i shouldn't say working... because throughout the 2 weeks in EM, my day schedule was packed with "mini-lectures" one after another.
Imagine the "good-old-days" during poly~ zzz... but this time, i can't let myself drift to dreamland cos EM is actually paying me to go through the teachings and not sleep~
i must say the time i spend inside the "refrigerator" (classroom~ i mean) is torturing... furthermore, i do not have the luxury to sit back and relax while trying to concentrate... instead i was posted questions. YOOHOO... i seperated with all the poly modules since the end of my Final exams leh~ how e hell can i recall...
Besides all the upsets, one thing lucky is that the FOOD here is superb~ HOHOHO~ there's a different menus everyday (Chinese, Western & Muslim each with own Menu) I'm SPOILT with choices! BUT BUT BUT~~~~~!!! After my training, i "may" be transferred to another place to work... SOB~~ and the food SUX! I HOPE I GET TO STAY ... lol~
I really looking forward to Labour Day and Vesak Day ... so i can take a break >.<
although most probably i would stay put in singapore, its a great time to open parties and meet up with friends. ^______________^
Also, it's time to plan a good getaway~ so that i have something to look forward to~ time will pass faster that way .. hee~

OK.. i'm gonna cuddle up inside my blanket and go to sleep~ oh oh~ One thing i can proudly announce: I learnt how to SLEEP when travelling to and from work in the co.'s bus~ YEAH~ haha... its not easy de hor~ and its like the only thing i succeeded since the day i start working. GUH~GUH~ NITEY NITEY~

CRABBY CRABBY on Friday~ (+____________________-)./ YUM~

2008-03-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

heeeyyyooo~ added a song to brighten up the mood!~ LALALA~ a really nice song by
卓文萱 and its titled 幸福氧气. (the one who sang 梁山伯与茱丽叶, if u dono who she is) This song definitely made me smile ^___________^ with its lighthearted melody... not forgetting her voice is soso sweet~! ("'v'")

Went shopping with Jane and Aimei today ~~ i din spend much since im not earning any income... but i still bought some cosmetics (girls r girls~ -.-) + ATE PIZZA HUT.. super FAT... sooo guilty now... i must do some sit ups later before i go to bed >.<"

This month i will really try to enjoy myself as much as possible and take a good rest before i start work at APRIL~ i believe my life will not be as peaceful after i start working... so i must tell myself everyday to make full use of the time now to ENJOY & BE HAPPY~~ hee... OK shall end here~~ GOOD NITE~~~

P.S regretted that i did not blog on 29 FEB 2008... its a leap year... OwwWw... can i wait four years later? q(o' x 'o)p

2008-02-05T07:57:00.000-08:00

Big Big HeLLoz to all~
I’ve been at jobless and unemployed (okz. Both jobless and unemployed have the same meaning.. well~) so here I am at resting… I’m currently just doing nothing much… since the CNY celebrations will start tml (-_____-!l) … and… I promised my mum to pack the sofa(s) I occupied in the living room… but till now I haven even started clearing (>.<)
Haiz~ ~ anyway… I’m currently still in busy mode as there’s really lots of things I got to clear up… be it physically or emotionally…
I seem to be in bad luck this year… oh… Kat and me went to Bugis village that day and I force her to read the Chinese new year ermm… I duno wads that… something like a prediction of yr fortune and fate? OK… so for RABBITS, this year is like “puo cai” it is not advisable to buy lottery or invest in anything … zzz… well I dun… and we will meet manymany mishaps… SOBz~ ok… im not really into believing that all these sayings were true. BUT~ I really am super suay lah~ was kena “scolded” by 3 different person in nearly 3 consecutive days… and its like not even my fault… So wad will happen to cry-baby ohyiwen when she was bombarded with fierce scolding and cold treatment? SHE CRIES! muaHahaa~! Come to think of it… its really weird… I just couldn’t handle it when people misunderstand me… I even ask my friend loh… whether I’m like a weirdo crying over such matters… but it’s just me… the emotional cancerian girl. =___=
But I tell myself now; I must be stronger after these experiences… I must learn to handle the problem and not let my tears get in the way~! Hmmph… ok.. I know… im still WEAK~ =(

Ok… on to more light-hearted stuff~
Kat and me went for manicure~ LOL… she got a super lady-like french (Pink & Purple) + crystals … and I’ve got a punky cute French (Pink & black) + crystals too~! Hee~~
Super satisfied when the nails are done up… but after like 5 minutes? As usual… I somewhat spoil/chip the side of one of my nails… and then later on one of the crystals went missing~ and all these goes on and on… gua gua~ heh heh.. me v “cho loh” <- since i already cut my hair short... so why not... say... im a TOMBOY.. bleahx ;p

here's a pic of moi new mani~ love x3

AND~ I finally went SIM to register for UOL’s Econs & Management course… a sign of relief… so one worry down… and many more to go~ ^O^ at least there one less worry~ hee~

GONG XI FAI CAI to ALL~~ "XU NIAN XIN DA YUN~!" gimme e ang baos! >.< OK time to Zzzz…Oyasumi~

2008-01-05T07:59:00.000-08:00

woohoo can't believe~ its already 2008 and a week just passed~! O.o
its scary~
But now i cant wait for kat's bf to return from bangkok ~~ DS LiTe... lol...
i know i'm i like super out-dated~ cos the craze over ds lite was like super long ago~
but u see... i'm someone super duper "cautious" of the things i buy... if i'm not working and im without income~ i can never persuade myself to get a dslite!
Really glad that william actually agree to help my friend and me get our dream DS~ lol... *bows* if not... i think i will never get the chance to buy one.. since there's no "R4" nor "M3" available in singapore after the recent raid! so~ Arigatogosaimasu~!

OK~
i've seen alot of 2008 new year Resolutions~ but i haven't really thought of mine yet (n_n).v.
perhaps i am able to name a few :

~ Learn new skills and improve myself~
~ Get driving license
~ Follow in the light of god...
~ beauty inside - out!
~ more travelling.... JAPAN!
(and i think the list will jus go on)

saw a superb dance vid on youtube.. korean girls doing something like lyrical hip hop..
looks vvvv cool~
if anyone interested can watch lol... (which i dun think anyone is -.-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5Fy7GA-qkQ

went out with jia li , joyce , kat ... forgot to bring my cam!!! argh~ so no photos.. boo~~
however, its nice to jus hang out~! felt somehow time slows down when we get together... cos its like back to the old poly days... where we skipped lessons/tutorials and spend our own sweet time shopping~
Joyce came up with her version of "WORK-STUDY-work&study" mind map~ and kat improvised it... lol... although the last option has the most benefits, my preference would be to STUDY... ! but... the next question to myself would be to study what?... zzz...

I'm starting to get sleepy~ guess my mind does'nt want help me figure out such an extensively complicated question~
OYASUMI~ ^o^

-=-Yiwen's Jap PHRASEs of the day ~ Path to learning Japanese Language!-=-

xoxox Akemashite omedetou xoxox

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

xoxox Yasemasu youni xoxox

I wish i could lose weight

PEACE~

2007-12-16T05:40:00.000-08:00

OK.. finally i'm somewhat in the mood to blog.. my bro doesn't want me to watch youtube cos it will lag the internet.. so well.. i shall blog!
Its been a few weeks since i came back from Taipei... although i dun really miss TW as much as HK, but i really wanna go there again to do my shopping~ lol... its like a girl's shopping heaven over there... so many clothes, accessories, shoes, blah blah.. however, we din have the chance to visit the themeparks in TW due to the COLD weather... its always raining..
Oh... the service in TW is superb~ the sales assistants in the shop welcomes you and will not promp you or interupt you as you borwse around the shop.. unless you wanted some help.. its so much comfortable shopping at my own pace there lol~

mm.. let the pictures do the talking. lol.
We spend the first night at the VIP room in Rainbow Hotel~ cos there's not enough room for 3.
The window view is XiMenDing... *screams: SHOPPING!*
its actually a salon at lvl 3 as we went there to ask the hair extension prices. ^__^

Seems to be one of the favourite spots where those Taiwan drama take place~ heehee~

This is the station nearest to hotel~ my 2 lovely buddy =)

we went to the 24 Hour bookshop at around 8.00 a.m on the 2nd day.. we aoke up too early for shopping.. lol~ and i saw tonnes of MAGAZINES! woohoo~ pretty.

PUTs Coffee Cafe.. went there when its raining (sick of the rain) Relexation~ ^o^

Raohe St. Night Market... cheap cheap stuff there ^^ (its raining again~boo~)

the streets in Taipei.. lots of scooters! i wanna ride one too!

On our way to try out the "Hot Bath" (end up with Hot tub Bath... zzz couldn't find the hot spring =( sad~) maybe its up in the mountains...

Taipei 101~!!!!! Gorgeous View! like... the HK de... but its not open air~ lol.. like the HK better.. cos can "feel" how cold the air is.. LOL im bais? O.o

lazy to put up other photos lah... hee.~

*** Emo-time~ *** (wrote this b4 i put the photos... lol... )
how i wish... i could jus stop whatever shit im doing and move to a peaceful place where i live happily ever after~ My life is so .. .. .. BORING~ i dun mean boring as in that i have nothing much to do... but... its just that i so LOST~! guess i lost myself... maybe through working at a F-up company... or perhaps its my lazyness...
I'm not at all motivated to work... or to have fun...
I once thought... "ok.. i've this plan.. and its to work and save money till AUG 2008 ... and i'll study.. get a degree.. and work.. and earn more money.."
but... this plan of mine seems to cling onto me... like its eating me up... day after day... i tried to convince myself that this plan is perfect...
its been so hard... everywhere i turn seems to remind me of the choices i've made...
and everytime i assure myself that i've made the right choices, i seemed less and less confident of it... and it turns into a doubt... ~~~~I've got to figure a way out.. No matter what. ^___^

Ooyea... i watched Alvin and the Chipmunks on Sat.. Funny and cute movie~! I din fall asleep in this at least .. kekeke~ the song's a bit too sharp (i mean the tune) for me... find it rather irritating... esp the *chirstmas chirstmas.. hulahoop* version. *puke*
other than that... i'm able to accept the other songs. (on_no)

OK. i'll end here for now~
May my life be in peace~ GOD BLESS!

2007-10-30T06:23:00.000-07:00

yooyoo.. its been so long since my last update lOl... i can't say that i'm busy but perhaps... i have lesser and lesser time to be spent at home in front of my computer n____n.v.
since i started working, i seldom have the leisure to sit down and read a book or magazine... i even have to read the newspaper in the toilet (pardon me >.<) well.. that's life? (i guess) Today, i finally signed the TEMP Employee contract after boss told me i will be switching to Perm soon.. (how nice! -.-) but anyway... i just felt that ... i have not been contirbuting much since i started working *bleh* -------- here goes my story --------
(story is edited and rephrased - characters' names are changed due to privacy rights)
One FiNe day~~
i was asked (by a group of friends) to draw Pooh bear and Friends for my friends' birthday (lets say her name is NIKI)... and i awas given 5 days to finish it...
throughout the days i practically did nothing at all and concentrated on it... goes crazy when i can't figure what to add in because my friends expect me to draw something spectecular.. something WOW~! and so... i worked and worked WORRIED..finally did something nice...
THEN on the last day~... (*plays eerie music*) the b'day girl's BEST friend came and told me NIKI doesn't really like POOH bear and Friends! however... NIKI still likes PIGLET (a pinkie little pig only mar) ... and this BEST friend showed me examples of what she think i should DRAW! WORSE~~ when she "reviewed" my drawings, she practically thinks its NOT SUITABLE and tears them into tiny pieces!!!! (a little exaggerating here.. ops!) WTF!
and little me... can't really show my anger off at Niki's best friend... kept all the 4 , 6 , 7 letters words to myself and return to draw on a new piece.. with only one more day before the deadline. .______.
----------- OK , THE END ----------
Well... finally with the help of some peeps, i manage to finish the documentation..
but the "BEST friend" will still be reviewing it TML~! Grrr... let's hope everything is OK zzz...
besides this incident, there's really alot going on in the co. ... seriously, people cant get enough ... humans are really greedy i must say... we want fame, money, health, love, respect, reputation, brains, charisma... you name it!
we live life daily wanting more and more of everything... forgetting the simpliest element in life... forgetting that there are people who are able to gain happiness in little things (like a smile!)
There's lots of changes happening... i can't be sure whether i would be able to cope with all... but one thing for sure is...
I WILL ENJOY THE TRIP TO TAIWAN - TAI PEI wOOoooHooOOooo ....
I'm declaring openly that next week is my TIME OFF from all my worries and troubles... i'm gonna leave all of them back in SG and fly off... Muahaaahaa...
oo.. 1 worry though... WILL I HAVE ENOUGH $$ to buy pressies for my friends? >.<>
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(WHO CARES~! LOL)

This is Skye Sweetnam... got to know her after listening to Suagr Guitar, one of the OST in NaNa She's somesort of Rock and Roll and goes off with a punk style... talented singer~ lurve her!

~a belated grats to our new A380 ... may business flourish ^^ ~

AND... Big blessing to kat and family - found a super nice place to move to~! big WOW ~!

P.E.A.C.E

2007-10-13T06:08:00.000-07:00

S.E.N.T.O.S.A

WooooHoooo~ sentosa today is COLD & WET & UN- SUNNY~ wad a day... but still i did manage to get a bit of tan... hurray~

oK too tired to type le... lol ~

Jane and Aimei~ (with air in their mouth .___.)

Aimei and Me~ (Cafe Del mar~)

When its raining~ we get free = we start feeling HUNGRY!

i jus love this pic. the white-blue skies~ and everything NICE~

ok.. its me and my weird smile >..<

i really enjoyed myself today..

i felt that the sea had washed away my sorrows,
the sand sucked bits and pieces of my stress and mended the broken parts in my mind,

the wind has blown and filled me up with good and fresh thoughts,

the sun shone on me and make my paths clearer,
leaving me with a little sun-burn *^-^*
and im all set and ready to fight on with my life~
I say... God has created all these with a purpose...
and im glad to have the chance to appreciate them..

I'm gonna get Island-ner pass real soon... wait fer me~ i jus lovelovelove e beach.. or is it that i love SENTOSA? O.o wadever.

Peace~ ^o^./

2007-09-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

here goes the my 1st draft of meow empire... lOl... if you dislike your style or disagree with anything must voice out to me wor~!

i've always loved designing... but i guess perhaps i'm too in love with drawing, designing and all... i think it would be better not to take it up as a carrer but as a hobby ^o^ (at least there wun be any constraints or upsets cos i have the freedom and right to design anything)

i've decided since i'm so free now... i should start to strenghten myself.. owell.. i mean slim down .___. will force myself to eat less and make more restrictions 0.0 good luck to myself~!

Can't wait to go Sentosa... ohmyohmy... i jus wanna sink my feet into the cooling water~oooo..! *dreams*

Meet with my bunch of friends at prata ystd... and the guys talked non-stop about ARMY.. seems like they enjoyed themselves~! i think although the training is tough, its so rewarding.. i look at my friends.. and was thinking if girls could go for training for just one day... i wanna know my limits.. i wanna see how far i could go... i wanna feel a whole group of strangers coming together and training to be stronger. i think i'm a little mad liao.. lOl.. a tiny bit of male hormones got into me.. so wad? O.o

Anyway... gonna enjoy another week! hope interviews goes smoothly (if there is) muahahahaa~

Ja~

2007-09-26T08:27:00.000-07:00

i thought i would be stuck to Maple when i slack at home .. but not really.. i din play the game.. instead i design using it as the theme... wad a maple freak i am?
... i still like designing ^o- (i'll make one with meow empire in it *sniggers*)

Sooo… I’ve been slacking like mad for the past …erm… 2 weeks? Honestly, Life at home, without work… is really not something I want… because there’s only 1 word to describe it. “B.o.r.i.n.g!” Slacking around at home when all my friends are either busy with work or serving the nation is really a nightmare…
So what if WED, THUR & FRI is ladies night… squeezing with some unknown-drunken-lunatic creatures would be the last thing I wanna do, not to say at MID-night.
However, I think my brother here liked getting himself drunk and partying till he cannot stop puking when he gets home~ come to think of it… I’m starting to have some sleeping problems here… because I’m still wide awake at 4 or 5 a.m which is something unusual. (Guess i’ve taken too much afternoon naps! Opz.)

Ok… for today, I wanted to go take my long –waited basic theory test… so happily, I reached at 7.30 a.m, thinking how smart I am to book and do a “trail test” before the actual test. After that I sat on a dark-brown coloured super duper uncomfortable chair and waited for the test which starts at 1030 a.m (it was only 9.00a.m). Happily waited for 1 hour plus till the door open and GUESS WHAT… ok… no need to think too hard right? As usual… I’m Yiwen the super blur sotong here *waves using my 8 tentacles and stares right back at you* I’m not allowed to take the test because I did not bring my I/C~! WTH~ I nearly broke down to tears… and the auntie there keep apologizing as I lay out my ez-link card, my student booklet, my receipt and anything I can think of. So… I’ve wasted one whole morning, making a fool of myself… I really have manymanymany time to spare don’t I? *faintz*
Next event was the interview at Siltronic Samsumg… I had as sweaty time looking for that company… or should I say construction site. (well.. it looks like and in fact it is~!) Then came the interviewer… an aged man, rather plump but do not look friendly… he started putting me down by challenging me with all his personal goals *rolleyes* and then looks into my results and said this: “I think you are good at all the irrelevant subjects” Ok… so what’s wrong with getting a Dist for music appreciation? *Boo*
And then he started asking about the things I’ve learnt for certain subject blah blah… (like I know any… *shrugs*) by that time, I’m already thinking about what this balding man here is trying to convey to me… so when I have the chance to ask some Qns, I tried asking if there is a team of EHS engineer working together in this company… and I was rather shocked to hear that he is running a one man show *woohoo.. Applauses for this mighty hardworking man~! Pukes* the company must be soooooo proud to have you… I don’t think there’s a need for an Asst. … because you don’t even have faith in the people you interact with. *shameshame~*

Enough of my nonsense… conclusion would be I’m not fit for such jobs.. I admit it.. I will read my lecture notes when I have time ^-^ BUT… i most definitely not working with people who act like he-knows-all and i-am-your-senior … >you can kiss my ass< *thumbs and toes down~!* Time to look for another job.. lOl.. lalala~

SOUP SPOON… woohoo~ dances* wulalawulalawulawulaeh…

-Peace-

2007-09-03T06:50:00.000-07:00

AlOhA allz~!

i'm finally free to blog ^o^

oohoohh... i went to ~~..

Meet Little George (frm Discovery Centre) - he's cute~ lol (went there today for learning journey... well... somewhat like an outing for staff lOl..)

tis pic is super non-related in any way.. i took it on the fireworks day. (maybe S'pore will look like this after 30 years?)

let me recall what are the things i did... besides watching Ratatuoille. Well~ the rat is cute (aww..) but the storyline... erm.. i'm not a good critic. but it wasn't as perfect as i thought initially (my initial thoughts ..>when the director of "the incredibles", "cars" and "finding nemo" makes a movie again.. how can i miss it~!!) not to mention, we have to purchase a 2nd tix due to some unforseen circumstances~ zz .__. ooooya.. and i met kat~ lOl.. i was wondering whether i should get a small or a medium Ice Milk Tea at MOSburger when i heard a familiar voice calling me and BoO! its kathy -.- we're fated to meet yea? (btw.. how's the bball game? is my guess abt tall peeps right? heez.)

next up.. the SIM open house wasn't really enriching.. or should i say.. eh... interesting (>.<>
(sorry to kat... lucky got ppl accompany u there... ^o^)

Anyway~~ somehow today's my last day of work (in sgps)... really felt sad to leave.. cos.. i've been with them like... half a year already? and... there's so much we've shared.. this job is somewhat like a stepping stone to me.. i starts me off.. and i really felt that i've grown to know myself better.. my strengths and weaknesses.. and also skills that one could never learnt if they're not placed under the same position.
i really am thankful to those people (colleagues and teachers) who have taught me. (despite good or bad) ... i'm so touched to see ex-students going back to their primary school looking for their teachers.. i now understand how a teacher can influence and inspire one's life~ and felt a little sad when i know i did not go back to my sec sch.. (somehow none of my friends have time to go)
okz.. some pics i took during my last few moments at work (SOB..~)

my workdesk.. i'm super frontdesk loz.. faintz.

and the flower my principal bought.

it was ACES day~! and we had the milo VAN! woohoo~ moi fav! i drank like.. 3cups and went to fill my own mug when i heard its going off~ lOl.. hearts to MILO~ oi last time only get to drink it when there's Sports Day hor.. there's smth different from the one we bought. *curious*

donuts~ bought by teachers.. yummZ~

OK~ finally~~~ i shall annouce MY FAVOURITE BEE HOON (or did i wrote that before?) well who cares... i luv luv luv it... and i'll miss miss miss it too~ SOB~~

That's all Folks.. time to cuddle inside moi warm blanket~ peace~

2007-08-19T18:12:00.000-07:00

hellohello... long time since i update ^O^
Saturday's fireworks preview was awesome!
the water reflects beautifully the blossoms of the fire works~ i especially loooove those that ends with little raindrops of shimmers... its like spakling golden rain falling from the skies above~!
Another interesting one i saw was those shot up into the sky (ard 5m?) canon-like and they went into the water~! Super cute! lOl... its really heartwarming to watch the fireworks with moi friends... although the guys initially said it doesn't matter if we get a good view... but... in the end i believe waiting 2 hours sitting on newspaper + a wet grass porch is all WORTH it...
one sad thing is that those uncle and aunties just couldn't stay still... there's an family who stood right in front of a couple.. and of course they got told off by someone <<<>
and wad's worse? --- when the music started (there's a commotion going on at the floating platform thingy) that same UNCLE who told off that AUNTIE a few minutes ago stood right up in front of me and carried his son just to watch those silly lighted flying objects controlled by humans *dang!* he practically stood there for the whole 15 minutes and his son's leg nearly knocked my head! hOw RuDe.. & wad a Hypocrit he is! but luckily i'm till able to enjoy the fireworks when they danced high up in the nightsky! Wheee~~
I din take any picture.. cos i just wanna enjoy the whole 15 minutes.. ok.. im selfish.. but too bad for those who missed it.. *plays the frog song~ GUa GuA guA~* muahahahaa~ but for a moment i hope my parents and ah ma and other relatives were there with me cos... i really want them to see how beautiful Singapore is~

Moi ah ma's b'day was a big big splash! imagine... 7 KIDs in a house... thanks to moi dad... (he really really love kids. zzz) he brought ballons + lightsticks for these kids... and so... they happily screamed and played... and i can't seem to swallow my food or stay under the same room with the "noise" ... therefore, i went out for a stroll lOl.. and saw a few cute doggies and pretty houses around. I'm not a super kids lover... but i simply fell in love with moi cousin's baby boy (named Ian or Ethan i think..) He's SOOOOOOoooO cute.. a very bubbly guy.. and he's a parrot (imitating waad his brother says) and he did the peaces (^o^).v. sign during photo taking cos i was doing it. lOl.. wad a cutie~ anyway... moi ah ma was super happy to see the kids running ard maybe it filled the house with life? long live to moi ah ma... 87... wooo... wonder wad i'm like when i'm 87.. "^o^" <<>

okz... back to work. >.<'" ja-neh~

2007-08-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

thanks to aimei for telling me that hanazakari no kimitachi e is uploaded in youtube..

now i have more dramas to watch~ faintz...

however its a nice switch from HEROES... cos the show is super weird that i am somehow influenced by it and i started to think and imagine too much.. lOl..

Horikita Maki as Ashiya Mizuki - the lead girl...

Maki slimmed down quite a bit since the last drama i watched.. (either its Nabuta or Kurosagi)

but at least this time round she's not acting with Yamapi or Kame... heh heh... if not i'll be jealous of her.. X_x

Her hairstyle is huat~ lol... can't think of any words to describe... but i really liked the style althou it suits Aya Ueto waaaayyy better >.< (i'm being bais again... fans of her will kill me :x)

i think watching these dramas and series of shows has become a very important element in my little life~ lOl... that explains why i'm a zibi-er.. i rather use my eyes/ears than use my mouth .___.

National day celebration in school tml... and school ends at 10 a.m. ... studying (primary & secondary) seems so easy... i have to stay in that empty school till 0430 p.m. sianz... but i may skip work on friday... muahahaa~ lazy me~ ^o^

a close-up on Maki (and her hair~) LoL..

*goes to moi lAlAlAnd~ (^0^).v. Peace~!*

2007-08-04T10:37:00.000-07:00

yoozz... v.(^o^).v
@kat: its not that i don't wanna blog... its moi computer is spoilt... haiz~

I've taken some pictures. Pictures of my favourtie food during work... the auntie in the school cooks DELICIOUS~ mee fen + fried chicken wings + prawns = muahmuahz BAGUS~
Too bad i can't load the pictures in... sobz...

Just got home after a little shopping + K-ing ~ it's been so long since i actually SHOP~! and... i really felt like buying EVERYTHING... hiakhiak... ZARA got a really nice shorts I LUV~ but its... kind of over-priced to me.. but think i'm still gonna buy ...zzz... And... marina got this U-SQUEEZE promotion thingy... $588 ... i'm really tempted to get one.. >.< (gotta SAVE $$)

k-ing today was funfunfun.. lol... started off with slow + smoothing love songs and then we go on to ROCK-ing + SCREAMing.. LOL... i think the waiter outside went off because we were too noisy... and finally the last song *drum roll pls* "TOP of the WORLD - the CARPENTERs" lOl... i'm on the top of the world~~~ (its a super oldie which we sing during our... ermm.. primary school days?) haha... but it was fun... screaming out really makes us felt better... (u know there's alot of anger inside us that we must vent it out~)

Sooo... that's my saturday~ happy b'day to jane~ (03 AUG) finally the girls in our group are all 20~ faintz~ time really flies.. lol.. we cant believe we are 20! and in a few months time... WE'RE GONNA BE 21... OMG... NOoooOOooo~ *plucks hair*

to all nurses: Happy belated nurses day~
to moi friends who are staff nurses:
you guys are the little angels with the knowledge to heal... may you find true meaning to the things you do...

Curently watching: HEROS (highly recommended~!)

2007-07-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

ystd... was Aimei's bday~ happy b'day dear ashley~ lOl

ehh... i'm rather bad at comforting people or saying nice things to people... but i still need to do something so that at least i did something zzz...

"From a headstone in Ireland:
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."

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OKz... i've taken a photo of the new plant the principal placed on my reception desk! its omfg PRETTY! lOl... its like... an illusion~ will upload tonite IF im free .____. bloom bloom bloom (i dun have green fingers)

2007-07-22T23:35:00.000-07:00

eeeekkk... i missed a birthday post for myself... how pathetic.. happy belated bday to moi-self (^0^).v
My computer is dead... maybe cos i've spread my fever to it .__.

Thanks to the few who manage to drop by for the BBQ~ really sorry that i did not entertain u guys... partially its because i'm still half sick... panadol is the thing which keeps me awake these days.. its really sickening.. i want back my life! i wanna go jogging and shopping and eatting... *crys* so there goes my 20th bday.. zz..

that day, my dear friend was on the verge of breaking up with her bf (okz.. they broke off) it was raining quite heavily but we still decided to stay over at our dear friend's house... jus so to make sure she's fine... i dun understand how come my friend is soooo sooo sooo soft hearted... to me... if everything dun feel right in the beginning, i wouldn't start... (yes, its a lesson learnt) i don't know about others... but don't you want to be with someone whom you love and felt happy with for the rest of your life? if you can't see any future... why hurt each other more by going through a year of relationship and finally end it off... *blinkz*

give me back my life! *stares at the brain-toturing-and-nose-stuffing MONSTER!*

2007-07-19T16:47:00.000-07:00

time flies~ in about 2/3 more weeks i'll be unemployed.. lOl..time to find a new jobby~ kat.. how's yr interview?

i must say... i've learnt alot from this job... i realised that being an Adim/Recep is never easy... i remember how i initially thought that it would be a rather slacking job... but after a few weeks, i finally understood that no matter which job/position you are in, its never going to be SMOOTH.
So... since i cant change the way things work in the school, i have to accept that "way" and instead change myself to adapt to it... fortunately, it was quite a success... i manage to like the work i do now.
and thanks to the sermon regarding GIVING~ really went deep into my heart... and i felt that the more i give/help someone (even when i get nothing in return), i actually felt happier.
Furthermore, everyone likes being in CONTROL... in regards to people or problems... but will anyone be willing to be under control of someone/something? i guess not... however, i believe if for once, you let someone to control a little... maybe you will discover another you. well.. i am not interested in being in control but when it comes to my LIFE, i stand firm and true... I AM IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE bleahx :p
but other than that, i dun mind.
"every man is selfish but we fail to see our own selfishness and only see others...." quoted from KATHY...
quite true... this little word here means alot to me... LOL cos that's wad my parents always use on me. but they cant define the word for me..as in wad should i do so that im not selfish..or if they meant that i should be doing the opposite = not selfish? ... so basically im jus super sensitive to this word.. lOl..kick me :p

now starting to watch Hana Yori Dango 2, a japanese drama... summer x summer is really really fabulous! i seldom watch all the episode so consistently in the past... Joe Cheng is super cute~!

time to start working~ hahax.. ZzzZzz~ (""v"") .peace. (^o^)./

2007-07-17T16:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday ... Gelare was a little tasteless to me ... due to my running nose and cough ... i simply cant taste any sweetness ... its rather saddening... and was thinking why have i not seen a doctor. i guess its part of the culture of my family... cos my grandpa was a chinese medic, who owns a chinese medicine shop and till now its still up and running. So, whenever we get sick, we will take chinese medicine and the clinic will be our last resort. I find it rather weird... cos the cause and my condition wasn't diagnose by my uncle himself instead its my mother who look at me and went to tell my uncle wad she thinks is wrong with me. i mean... shouldn't they let the "doctor" do the check himself? and later on... i was kind of forced to drink all the bitter "liang teh" (not that i hate them... i actually like to drink those ^^) without knowing wad they are... and so that's how my fever goes up and down and after 3 days... im stuck with a running nose and cough... WITHOUT any MC from a certified doctor. .________.

I'm super depressed these days as i find it super difficult to communicate with my parents... i wonder if they really understand wad i said or not...
(start of my grumbling... skip plz)
okz... cos i'm somewhat labelled as a working lady (wad they claim me to be) to them now, my mum expect me to give her monthly alllowance... alrite u ask for $50 (may not be much to me since im working) so i gave~ i din know that a "working lady" label is so different from a "study daugther" label... i simply felt that i'm no longer a daugther... instead, i'm like a overseas student staying under my landlord's roof. how depressing is that... >.<
i told my mum that i wun be able to give her the $50 this month since i started the driving thingy... (the whole course will accumulate to ard $2000-$2500) so... i was thinking if she can help me with half (not exactly half of $115) the registration fee... and she started nagging. (was on my way to the bathroom... i dun even wanna know the contents)
So... after my nice bath i thought i could go on the net or do some Sudoko but my mum come to the door of my room and again nagging... she started off with the fact that i should give her $50 and so i say ok.. fine.. $50 give u ... but my driving course will be so expensive... how will you expect me to pay alone? then she said she will help if my lesson starts... BUT THE FACT IS.. THE LESSON ALREADY STARTED LE! and i already paid for the registration fee... i explained to her about the booking and payment of the booked practical classes, how difficult it would be then to get money from her and pay for the classes for every booking i make. (i think she jus cant understand a single word i say) and she "finally" demanded for the $50 and start nagging about how she helped me to wash the clothes blah blah blah... how she is still paying for my phone bills... how i still uses her ezlink card now and then... how i went out nearly every friday sat and sun... how i spend my money (did i even spend alot? i dun think so... )... oh ya... she nags about the $30 i spend on the CRAB meal and how i was so busy that i cant bother to help her turn the kitchen fire down (hey.. if u wan to ask me to help at least dun demand for it when i'm rushing off.. i noticed something is cooking and it seems to be boiling but i din know if u wan to turn it off or wad, i went out to let u know and what i get is not a thank you but a demand.. let me know if you will help if you were in my shoes) ... these statements were made like 5 times every week... she practically compares my with a working adult... saying that i'm like those people who spends every single cent away just before i get my next pay roll... this is really too much... because I DID SAVE! (not really a big amount but my pay is only 600-800 and half my pay is safely inside my bank monthly) She claims that i din save because i go out... to her.. go out = spend money... HOW THE HELL U WANT ME TO STAY AT HOME ALL WEEK!!!!! seriously... try working all week and when you have free time for yourself... tell me if u wan to do something u wan to do outside home or u wan to stay at home to... talk to yourself? (cos there's no one at home on sat... and dun i derserve the break?)
Everytime these type of argument starts, i would in the end give up and say "fine... take wadever you want... i dun wanna argue with you now" ... cos everyone is so angry how are we suppose to talk straight? WORSE, my father tried to settle the score with me too... i thought he would at least understand the main point is about the driving lesson and the $50 BUT he just go with my mum's flow... scolded me selfish and only thinking about myself and the 2 of them harmoniously bombarded me at the door of my room.. while i'm drying my hair... . . . zzZzz

I jus wanna know... how bad am i a daugther? am i really that that that bad? to the extend that you dun wan to be my parent? have i been so extremely selfish? why am i able to communicate with other adults but not you? it really hurts... and somehow... i wanna start giving up... how am i suppose to change? how do you wan me to change? i'm grateful for the things u did... but i really duno what to do to show my gratitude... and it really saddens me that i'm expected to be grateful by my parents... i felt so unlike a daugther... im still a 19 yr old girl... but i dun say things like i expect my parents to look after me... in contary u ask me to think more for you and how thankful i should be... seriously... these things cannot be said... it really SUX to hear all these shit...
*fuck off~*

2007-07-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

i started watching summer x summer / 熱情仲夏 this week~ thanks to xiaoming. he lend me his harddisk with 3 taiwan drama inside LOL... love them~

so... as usual... somehow i'm "seduced" by the character in the drama ... lol... Joe Cheng is so cute.. omg~

another bad boy image... >.<>

Name: 鄭元暢 / Zheng Yuan Chang
English name: Joe Cheng, Joseph
Also known as: 小综 (Xiao Zong)
Birthdate: 1982-June-19
Birthplace: Taiwan
Height: 188cm
Weight: 78kg

He may not be the best looking guy... but... i like his smile ... maybe cos of his "hu ya" (tiger teeth) LOL... Super Cute... how i wish i have them too... well i did have tiger teeth before my mum brought me to the dentist for braces.. zzz.. too late to regret. sign~

~i'm drifting deeper and deeper into a never ending dream... i dun wanna wake up and find myself back facing reality... make my dreams come true~

2007-07-09T04:30:00.000-07:00

Saturday was one of the not-so-good weekends... my nursing friends want to enjoy their last week of freedom as they will start to work 7 days non-stop for duno how many years. i can't believe they have to work on sundays too.. O.o Sooo... i partied with my girlfirends at doubleO on saturday night... at first we wanted to go to zouk cos we seriously think that its a better place.. but somehow, another friend was at dlO.. so we went down to meet.. bad mistake.. dlO is very squeezy.. ok all clubs are squeezy but dlO is really small~ there's like no dance floor lo... and so we did not really enjoy ourselves.. worse still.. there are these 'uncles' (ok.. 20+ or 30+ males) trying to make friends with us and even followed us... total ewww-ness... ZZzzzzZzzz i think that is why i got sick.. =.=

today, initially was scheduled for an interview at jurong island.. but i have to cancel it as i did not have any information on where to go till sunday evening... the agent was kind but... i wonder how come she could just leave me hanging in the air and expect me to turn up at the right venue in time... i din even know the name of the company. -.-
and so... i went shopping with mummy~ hee... only went out for like 3 or 4 hours though cos there's not alot of places we wanna shop... ^o^ but it's still nice~

my friend went to check out LONDON weight management and got a good deal~ lol...
maybe i should join her too.. >.<>

whywhylove~~

2007-07-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

i'm suuuuperrr buzzzzyyy these few days... wad i know is i wake up at 6.30 a.m... get ready and eat 2 pieces of bread and off i go to work. from the second i sit down my chair, i started chiong-ing the work left over from yesterday.. zzz.. basically, i got the left-overs to do, then teachers will start giving me things to count/do, the printing lady will ask me to help her do something, my admin manager will also give me instructions to complete certain task.. and last but not least.. i have to answer and deal with the phone calls + the incoming boys.. zzz

time passes very fast when i'm busy... afternoon will come faster than you can say "spongebob squarepants!"

i may have to take a leave on monday though.. cos there's an interview for me to go to.. its a laboratory tech job in jurong island... i think i wun be qualified cos i heard from jane that they expect us to work for 3 years... zzz... but well.. i'll still go see see look look~ jus to take a day off >.<>

aaaaahhhh... i dun wanna go to school~ -.-

(wad a familiar phrase i often use throughout my school life... but now... even when i work... i say the same thing.. how pathetic am i~! sobx~)

I miSS Hong Kong... really..

unforgetable scenery~ oooooooo gua~

of cos... i mIss my Eeyore too~ Awwwwwwww~~
i love u eeyore... love u love u love u~ muackz!

p.e.a.c.e v.(^o^).v

2007-07-01T18:09:00.000-07:00

i know i seldom blog in the Morning at work... its like the f irst time?
but i must blog now... if not after i get home, the effect would be different..

THIS parent , Sabian T_o... called the my school today early in the morning and bombared me with all his unhappiness... its just a fucking golf tournament... cant u take it easy and calm down? i wonder how these adults actually live till this age... how he became a father when he is so not ready to be one... why i question so? .. HE scolded vulgarities wahaha... i was so happy to actually hear the 2 words "BLOODY HELL" and you know wad? i again pretended and ask him to repeat himself and he really did! LOL... so he scolded 2 times... muahahahaa~~ plz sir... before you start putting the blame on our school, please look at your attitude and think what is your position to scold the school.. i wonder what made this particular father so upset... maybe he doesn't have a good sex life.. or maybe he's a bit mentally unstable.. for a second he can say he doesn't really care about the golf tournament.. cos he can just give it a miss.. then next second, he can tell me to jolly well get my teacher in charge to call him. seriously, i think he doesn't even know how to structure his thoughts and convey a relevant message to me.. i pity his daughter... if i know my father actually called up the school and scolded them, i would feel so ashamed.. the whole "my father is the hero" image is gone... more of "my father is an unreasonable villian" LOL..
Thanks to dorothy.. she later called the school (CHIJ TOA PAYOH) up and told them wad happened and ask them to do something about it.. basically, the message and all the details were relayed to their P and VP and PE HODs.. they finally admit that their staff din relay the message to them.. zzz.. ok so i was scolded for nothing. we ran a further mile for this nasty parent and called our PE HOD... (giving heals the heart) lol.. and our PE HOD was awake so early in the morning.. and he promise he would call... so the problem was finally solved.. and it somewhat ruin my day.. or maybe my week! i really dun like it when its MONDAY and EARLY in the MORNING parents call to complain.. i feel like a dustbin at the start of the week! how ewww-ish. zzz.

to the particular parent:

the lord make humans to have 2 ears and 1 mouth is because he wants us to listen more and speak less.. so don't try to motify yourself. and, try to enjoy life.. if not.. you'll just shrink at your age.. cos you are so stressed up with all the things around you that you cant even figure out a simple problem. THE PROBLEMS LIES WITH YOU, and NOT OTHERS!

guess i wun be updating tonight.. i wanna get my mind off the work.. LOL maybe more uncle's ice cream ^o^

mApLe~

2007-07-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

Shopping really helps to lighten one's heart and of cos... lighten my pockets (cos less money in pockets=lighter zz..) ~!! Today i went for church service... the pastor was saying how GIVING is good for our hearts! and YEA~ its true... giving is actually a better blessing than receiving... I'm really touched when i was told that God actually measure us by what we give and return the same back to us~~~ aww... how sweet... haha...

OK... so after service, Wai leng and me went to the nearby cafe for a snack because its time to update ourselves.. lOl... so long never meet ler... of cos must talk talk talk...

Then... FINALLY~~~ Kathy and me met at City Hall... thanks for the free ride, Waileng! haha... and so we walk all the way to SunTEC... and .. HEY.. NO MANGO lo! zzz... thanks to kathy's friend claiming there is Mango.. (ok.. we din see Mng.. maybe there is?) Sooooo... we walk all the way to Marina Sq... went to a few boutiques and tried on some tops.. No good Hunts.. and we're getting hungry and tired.. ate at the food court instead of Gelare.. (save money for our travel plan.. AHEM~!) After that, we zOOm down to Bugis Village and continue our shopping... village is still a place for us... cheap and nice clothings LOL... We went to PaRcO next... (need Air-con) fortunately, kathy spotted a nice formal three-quarter pants which she needed..

In the end, we got what we wanted~ LaaLaaLaa~

today's YOUTH DAY... and tMl... school holiday! yea~ means i dun need to see students.. lOl..

The sea is called "dead" because its high salinity means no fish or macroscopic aquatic organisms can live in it, though minuscule quantities of bacteria and microbial fungi are present.
Sufferers of the skin disorder psoriasis also benefit from the ability to sunbathe for long periods in the area due to its position below sea level and subsequent result that many of the sun's harmful UV rays are reduced. Furthermore, Dead Sea salt has been found to be beneficial to psoriasis patients. (quoted from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Sea)
(well.. at least the DEAD sea cures skin problems.. isn't that a form of giving? O.o blur!)
the DEAD sea is so DEAD because it only RECEIVES and does not GIVE...
the SEA of GALILEE, in contrary is blooming with live..

how about the JORDAN RIVER? O.o

Time to sleep... nitey..

2007-06-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

to dear katz: i'm not free okz... i dun really have the time to chat wit my frens la... like today... chat with jane and Meows.. but hor.. i think they wait 1/2 an hour for a 2-3 sentence reply from me. lol... until i really busy.. i told jane i will sms her after work..

I missed Swensen's Bake Rice & Topless Five today... cos dear janeh must complete smth important... shall see it as a grace.. lol.. if not i duno how many rounds i must run to shake all the calos off.. -____-!

TML~~~ is St. Gabriel's Open House + Carnival~ anyone interested can drop from 9-1
(FYI.. the school "moto" - "Where boys can be boys") when i see the moto thingy.. i wanna roll onto to floor and laugh lo... but i shall respect the school la...but.. omg.. tell me... where do you find a place where... boy cannot be.. ermm... BOYS? zzz... u mean... the boys in a mixed school aren't boys... anyway... i'm glad that jane and aimei agreed to come to visit my workplace. heex... maybe they were forced to go... but its still nice.. :p thank u! Love u guys DEEP DEEP! lol...

learn those words from my colleagues...
they like to say "Good - Da - Morning" (in a weird way) and "Good - Da - Bye"
and they call the P "no. 1" and VP "no.2" and so on... LOL
after the welcome of the new CSO... we started observing and commenting about her movements.. omg.. it like so bad of us.. but i'm sry i cant help it la.. she's extemely "entertaining" to watch at. wahahahaa~ she is super careful with her possession.. she wun log in windows when people are ard her desk... and she LOCKs the computer and drawers when she go for lunch.. plus she bring a bag along with her to the canteen.. and sit by herself. i can understand if she is "zhi bi" like me.. but... wad with the bag and why so secretive? i tell my mum that she is gonna plant a BOMB in the school's staff toilet... LOL... or maybe she wants to rob away all the money the school has.. zzz..
i duno if she hates me or hate the phone... (its rather silly to hate a nonliving thing) anyway... she "diao" me today... when i was unable to pick up the phone and she have to answer it cos i was talking to another CSO... i was super puzzled lo... and like wad i told meow in msn... she got 1 month plus more to "diao" me... after that... she can stand in front of the mirror and "diao" herself... cos i dun think she is daring enought to do that to any of the others..
.... i cant accept people who look down on others.. ...

ok.. time to zzz... ^o^ tml's a busy day~ lalalalalaaa~

2007-06-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

life is so dull when i'm working...
kind of remembered those times when i was still in secondary... although during lessons i would be daydreaming, but whenever the school bell rings (end of school), i gather with a few of the other band members and rush down to the band room..
the memories i have there would never be forgotten... those tears and joy... seriously... life seems so much more fun at that time. how i wish i can rewind the time and go through the whole experience once again. LOL... OK~ i know... I'm old.. and time waits for no MAN... fiNE~ but i'm only 3/5 MAN! (as in WOMAN) ^o^
I MISS PLAYING IN THE BAND... oh ya... that day went to yamaha... jane wanted to learn the FLUTE.. that's her dream~ lol... as for me... i only wanted to play... kinda realised i'm not as serious as her... i mean... i jus wan to know some basics of playing and maybe learn a song or two... but not pick it up and be a PRO... but u have my support babe (jane)! lol... reach for yr dreams while u still can! GRAB-IT!
Today's entry is such a mess...
ok... to meow~ really really hope yr ah ma will get bETTER!~
suddenly i realised...
as i AGE~~
i know of more and more people around me dealing/battling with illness/death...
if that is so i wish to remain as a child... but as a child... i wun know what is death!
its true that no one knows what may happen tomorrow...
but i cannot wait for tomorrow to reveal itself...
i must live fully today and plan for tomorrow~!
?-p.a.r.a.n.o.i.d-?

-=-working permanently damages one's life.-=-
working with ineffective+weird people... shortens one's life...
conclusion... work = risk .. LOL ~ but work = $$! SO.... RISK = $$ OMG... its so true. faintz.

2007-06-25T07:25:00.000-07:00

We had JoY~ we had FuN~ we Had Seasons in the Sun~ S-I-L-O-S-O

Wheeee~ i'm so tall i touch the leaves or that tree muahahahaa~

Aimei is so suitable to be a beach girl... she's tan... haiz... but she doesnt like it.. zz

Sentosa~! Clean & Green~

On e SKYRIDE~ ($5-1way & $9-2way) SUPER fun! erm... 0.5 x speed. but aimei freaked out LOL...~ thou shall not put the pic here.. K? =)

there's lots of peacocks there... i think they breed~~

its the start of the school term... as usual i went to work thinking its jus another day~! i didn't felt this bad luck creature clinging behind me... by the time i realised my day was such a disaster, i'm already on my way home. Its not because it doesn't make an impact on me... unfortunately, it made me wanna cry. (and i think i did... i ran to the toilet and force my tears back down) ... if anyone thinks its easy to force yourself not to cry when u felt totally useless and still need to fake a dumb smile on your damn face.. maybe u would like to try it... and tell me. i duno wad have gotten into this particular parent... thank god that her son is not even in our school... she's just a participant of the golf tournament held by our school which will commerce on July the 6th... and so... this "highly-annoying-self-proclaimed-caring-mother" called to ask about the details of the golf tournament.. and believe me... she is one pain in the ass..

this is how it goes..

the monster: "HELLO- I'm a parent looking for the GOLF GOVERNOR~!"

moi: "i'm sorry, i'm afraid Mdm M is not in the staff room right now... may i take down your message... wad is it regarding?"

the monster: (sudden change of attitude- SHOUTED) I HAVE ENOUGH OF YOUR SCHOOL! EVERYTIME I CALLED YOU GUYS WILL TELL ME THAT THE TEACHER IS NOT THERE IF NOT YOU SAY YOU DUNO ABT THE DETAILS OF THE TOURNAMENT! WAD IS THIS! OK LA.. TAKE DOWN MY NO.! 9000000(BLAH BLAH)

moi:(i'm not in a v good mood...so i pretend i din catch the no. which i actually did :p) "can u plz repeast yourself cos i cant get you~ (she repeats *irritated*) hmm... okzzz... Oh~ jus wan to let u know, our teachers here are rather BUSY as its the first day of the term. Furthermore.."

OK... she exploded... LOL... she's like.... heard the word "B-U-S-Y", she did not give me a chance to finish my sentence... SHE GOES to the BERSEK MODE! starting screaming into the phone... and all i did was... pull 10 centi away from the phone myself... and then she hang up on me! i was thinking... WAD THE HELL DID I DO? mmm... at that moment... i was thinking oh my... im such a failure in dealing with these people... but now... thinking back... i think it wasn't my entire fault. SHE SERIOUSLY NEEDS CONSULTATION FROM AN ANGER MANGEMENT CONSULTANT... maybe i should have recommend her the anger management course the Primary 5s are taking now... *Shrugs!*

okz... backtrack~ I'm in such bad mood because my manager actually claims that she doesn't know that this week is my last week, WHEN THE WHOLE F__king OFFICE KNOWS I"M LEAVING AT THE END OF JUNE! alright... she is a nice lady... so i shall not show her the black face... but... after all that happened today (ard 6 parents called after sch and ask me where their son is! LIKE I KNOW! if they need to stay in school do you think i will know better instead of u? Dun tell me im the MOTHER of all the 800++ boys! zzz) but anyway... i went to talk to my manager after working hours... and i mention that i wanna find a job relevant to my study. she replied "you only work there awhile they wun want you de la!" i'm like WTF! so are u cursing me or convincing me? 6 mths is HALF A YEAR! when i enter your sch... i already mention i'll be able to work for ard 4 mths... Mar-Jun.. so now you telling me i can't leave.. ok FINE! then i asked her when is the desired time she wants me to leave... her reply was a shock... "WORK AS LONG AS YOU CAN LO" zzzz... then i tell myself... i really had enough... i must go far far away from the people in this sch... if not i may start cursing and swearing things. i told her i will consider and went off straight...

i really dun like not being given an option... dun i have a choice to do the way i wan things to be done? dun anyone even think whether i'm really happy working there? so wad if i'm able to complete work fast... it doesn't give u the right to push all the work to me...!

I WANNA FLY AWAY FROM ALL OF THEM! i know im running away... but this time... i'm gonna change tt fucking attitude of those parents...

'A little gratitude shown to the people who helped you would be enough for that person to run a mile for you.'

SOOOOooooOOoo... feeling so down... i bought my favourite UNCLE's ice cream~ wahahahaa~ and i'm contented to have it heex... althou still a little down... but i figured out that i must stay strong and focus. If my choice is to leave by july, i must fight for it! GOGOGO!

heart heart heartx thumbs up for the icecream... thumbs down for my messy hair.. im too stressed...

2007-06-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

woo.. i think i have too much time zzz.. so i went to create a mini picture LOL... its all characters of the game i played.. they've got cute characters so i used them ^o^

Jus a sudden thought...

Basically... it meant wad u think it meant ba lOl...

somehow love cannot be judge by others.. but only you yourself...

It YOUR LIFE~! so... why not live it the way you want it to be?

haaxxx... a simple picture can speak a thousand words... im so bo liao these days... duh~

May everyone ENJOY their WEEKEND!

yea~ next week would be the LAST WEEK of work... lol... i think i will miss the FOoD and People there... they're actually real nice peeps and the FoOoooD... damn, its GOOooD! plus CHEAP. wahhaahaa!

so here goes the stupid pic i made...

*sry... im more in favour of musically inclined peeps... lOl
PEACE v.(^o^),v

2007-06-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

okzzz.. i finally got time to update on my Genting + KL trip hee... well who cares rite.. no one reads my blog except for kat. sobz~ so ... jus wan to post up some photos~ ^o^
a picture before we hop onto the bus~

we are blessed with the view of sunrise~!

introducing~ the new... Ed Edd Eddie~ lol (erm... its a cartoon character)

and more photos without people ;p

OK! I'm super super obsessed with this ride haha... LOVE LOVE LOVE IT~

zzzzz~ Pirate ship.. .. din went in.. opz.!

FOOD~ OUTBACKS @ KL ^o^

the STAR waitress~ she's cute okz..

GOOD FOOD + GOOD SERVICE = THUMBS UP~~ + lots of TIPS

we'll miss this place.. >.< (dreamy)

SOooo... that's about all ~

our next target would be REDANG BEACH~! i will regret if i die (choy!) before stepping into redang and experience the life there~

in love with travelling... $$= TRAVEL!

tt's why i wanna fly... wind~will u take me with u? please..?

2007-06-14T16:29:00.000-07:00

am at work right now ~ superduper sianzzZzz... but well... only working till the end of the month ^O^
oh yea~ I received SIM reply letter... was told that they would reserve a place for me in the JANUARY intake cos JULY intake FULL ler... BooOoozz... on the other hand... its actually a good chance for me to try out Chemical Engineering work. hiak hiak... plus... i can really start deciding what im interested in and what to study. THANK GOD for helping me path out my route... the strange thing is... i never knew there is this alternative. i mean, i initially thought that i can ONLY either study at SIM or start working... but right now... if im not wrong to think that way... a place is sercured for me in SIM? and im getting this chance to work... this is what i call 1 stone kill 2 birds. heex... really... i'm loving my life .. opz..

OKz~ tonight is da NIGHT.. lol.. I'm going down to DXO with my dearies~ muahahahaa.. time to have some fun after the long week ^-^ anyway... dun think we will stay long inside... will be chatting more bahz. LOL... i hope the NO SMOKING in clubs have already been implemented >.<>
While we girls are having fun... the guys from our clique will be going ARMY ... lesser prata mate for us le... lOl... may lord bless them all to be safe and healthy~ come to think of it... they will be super fit after they come out of BMT 0______o i shall start my self training... haha...

Im going to start my gaming soon! Grenado Espada ~ hoping it would be fun.

i still wanna fly~

2007-06-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

1...2...3...4...

its 05/06/07
whee~~

somehow... i must blog today. cos the date is rather special~ lol...
still haven download the photos my friend uploaded .. opz..
time to sleep~ Life is so so so... wadever.

I'm MiSSiNg everyone~!

P.e.a.c.e .v.(^o^).v.
~!

2007-06-04T07:22:00.000-07:00

lalalalalazzz...
I’m back from Genting & KL~! Time pass really fast when we are having FUN! Haiz… back to St Gabriel’s ... WORK x 3 sobZzz…
I bought quite a few stuff over at KL… 3 shirts, a sandal, 2 bags and a pouch. LoL… can’t believemy friends and me shop so much. Unfortunately, we had to give Sunway Lagoon a MISS~ cos we will not be able to shop if we were to go there… well… there’s always another time! really hope to go there again with moi dearies! I really treasure the time we spend together in the hotel room, within closed doors… and did our GAL’s TALK! Haha… I was rather surprised to hear some of the things as it would not have come across my mind if no one told me so. Anyway… life is full of obstacles and challenges yeah? sO, we shall put on our favourite sports shoe (OMG~ I din buy my adidas sneakers at Cntown… *crys*) and dash through to the finish line! ^o^.v.
I liked Genting~ not because of the rides… its because the weather and the air there is superb. Though not comparable to Hong Kong. PLUS… somehow I dun really felt bloated for the first time overseas! LoL… wad a weirdo I am. And I realised that I should not eat “Bao Zi Yuan” when I’m constipating… (that’s wad my friend said) cos it stops me from going to toilet…making it WORSE… WTF! Pls kick me!
I wanted to download the pictures my friend took during the trip (my digicam is still hibernating~) but its taking too long to download.
SoOooOooo… I shall share some dramas I’m currently clinging on to! LoL..

Introducing~! 换换爱 & 花より男子 (romaji): Hana Yori Dango

Mike He - kAkoI des~! (o^-^o)./

Matsumoto Jun kAkoi desuka? (yAmApi cuter lOz!)

2007-05-28T08:17:00.000-07:00

Finally... i bought a new phone...K618i.. not a phone i go 'WOW' on... (-_-!l) okz... i've got not much choice though. i have to return the phone to my friend cos he is going NS, cannot use his own camera phone... furthermore, i have been holding on to his phone for quite some time as if it was my own. LoL...
Wednesday is coming! OhMy~! GeNting & KL & Sunway Lagoon! *sCreaMs*
oh yea... today a new CSO (i think is customer service officer) reported to work! One thing good is that i MAY have less things to do since she's there to help out... having not to do is worse though *sighz*

OH~ SPGG (Singapore Poly Graduates Guild) the guild house is nice! there's a medium size swimming pool, gym, suana, steam room, jacuzzi, hot & cold tub... really had a great time there... super relaxing after gym-ing... AND... honestly, my skin feels better after using the hot & cold tub... heard that alternating usage is good for our skin.. so i tried! LoL.. not bad worz! haha...

i'm so broke now~ hope my dad will help me pay a bit for my new phone >.<>
kkzz... time for me to go to my LaLa Land~ NITENITE~

My Graduation Day~ e 7 girls in DCHE3B/22 --- Proud to get our 'Scroll box' :3 ---

memorable- 23 May 2007

love Keita & Yamapi~ ^o^.v.

2007-05-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

Yoohooz… it Tuesday… another 3 more days to Friday~! WE ALL LOVE FRIDAYS… why?... it’s the END of the week! Duh…
Met up with the ever so happy Wai Leng today.. was really glad to see her cos its been quite some time since we met. I sincerely thank her for always being there… like wad we just read from the bible, she’s like the mustard seed which grows to the largest plant and gives shelter to others. I believe that everyone can be each other’s “mustard seed” when they are willing to reach out to help. As for me, I’ve always hope to bring joy and comfort to the people around me… I from this verses, I’m more determined to spread my love without demanding any return~! (lol… oi! I heard the eeeekkkz and the YUCKz!)

It is like a mustatd seed, which is the smallest seed you plant in the ground. Yet when planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants, with such big branches that the birds of the air can perch in its shade. – Mark 4:31,32

A parent call the school today and complained on her son’s results. She claims that her son do not have any homework, nor notes. She blames this on the teacher as she couldn’t believe her son only scored 6/48 for his English paper 2 exam. I could sense her rage and tried to clam her down… but my attempts wasn’t helpful. Somewhat I felt sorry for her son… because she mention that he was a slow learner… meaning he is slower than normal pupils. It makes me realised that there are many children out there who may have difficulty learning… these children may be born this way… not something they have wanted if they even got the choice. I felt utterly unfair for these children… and so useless of myself not being able to help at this moment. But.. I believe that I should start little by little… right now all I can do is to help this parent get her message across to the teacher and hope for the better. *cross fingers*
Come to think of it, working at st gabriel’s primary allowed me learn many important lessons of life. (although the pay wasn’t that good) I come to realise too that its not easy being a teacher… and of cos good one is would be extremely and more more~ difficult to achieve. *cheers for all teachers out there.(I know its not teachers’ day -.-)*

Peace~! Wenz.
SunwaY Lagoon~ KL! Genting! Wait for me! muaHaHaHa~! *dancing with joy*

2007-05-14T09:07:00.000-07:00

Most of the people around me have settled down.. some went off to work, some went on to study.. while some were dragged into the NS (army)..

15 more days to GENTING and KL! here i come... whee~~
So excited! shopping shopping!! lol...

Kingston b'day was a fun one.. having a chalet at downtown east + BBQ ... never forget i played his DSLite.. cooking mama game ... so fun!~ *i'm gonna save to get one* >.<

yawnz... i'm sleeping.. nite!

Love is the hardest "thing" to understand..
treasure that sudden electric sensation before its gone forever.

*trust and respect your partner*

-= To love with all your heart, body and mind=-

2007-05-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

Got a new blogskin... and... a NEW blog.. ^o^ Hurray!
Hope i will not forget the password to this blog.. heex...
Anyway... i tried to change the fonts but i cant! took me like the whole night... zzz... give up!

-[i look weird... zzz]- -[315! WTH! i score only 53. sOb!]-grabbed pic from KAT! :p
THANKS to Meow for the SAKAE buffet~ You must be so honoured, cos i don normally accept treats from people. *GRINs* wahahaa...
OH! we went SUNTEC's arcade ... and played the basketball shooting game. saw a PRO couple.. they totally PAWNzz! OMG~ 300 points.. faintz! but they seem a little stuck up la.. how i wish it is a handsome guy INSTEAD of a couple in OFFICE CLOTHEs pawning the high scores. Zzzz.. this show us : never to judge a book by its cover. oh well~ who cares.

Sidetrack: Don't you think the blogskin looks cool~! After browsing through blogskins.com, i came across this blogskin and felt that it reflects my thoughts at this moment. Well... somehow i felt that i'm at the turning point in my life... however, i force myself to think that i'm not lost...
that's me.. HAPPY-Go-LUCKY! muahahahaa~!

i dare not step through the doors i see
afraid that 'they' may feed on me
leaving me without an inch of hope.

Take my hand, i want to fly.

dreamz~ sudden EMO. *squads at a corner*

2007-05-01T17:03:00.000-07:00

i lurrvee Chip & Dale... bite me... (^oo^)./